Hmm...sry onli came in to post nw... ytd nite ton at zl hus so was unable to post... shall tok bout the ckt bbq bah... guess i m one of the las to blog bout it bah... but nvm...i shall try to recall wad i cn rmb... ckt bbq was on 8th june... woke up at 10plus tt mornin... yuyang came to my hus at 12plus... while hans zhenlu and weikai came at bout 3plus i guess... den waited fer nelson call... all the guys were at my hus to become : if nicely spoken...its call trainin ur muscle... but if meanly spoken...its call 'sai kang' haha...so nelson dad came to pick us up at 4.50 liddat... zhenlu dad also came to drive us dere also... so zhenlu and mi took his dad car... while the rest went wif nelson... actualli daes b4 the bbq... we were all worried bout we will hav conflicts on tt dae... becuz maybe nt everyone we invited noes each other... so i shall go on... reached east coast at smth liek 5.15???... as tym pass...mre and mre ppl came... the delivery guy also came in tym... and we started everything at 7... i tried to start the fire... although nt very successful... but i tink i managed to come up wif alot of stunt... hmm...so almost everyone was dere alreadi... but guess everything was alright at tt tym... den as tym pass... some ate...while the rest sat down in grps and chat... den i was panickin at tt moment of tym... cuz i was tinkin of hw to get the bdae cake at tt moment... so i was liek quite lost... den nel they all managed to get one cake frm gelare... they came back and jus nice we got everyone together... tt cake was meant fer hans wendy and jane... den sing tt bdae song... one thing i was realli disappointed although i didn't sae it to all... after singin the bdae song and blowin candles all these... it was jus liek in bout less than 10 seconds... in front of mi was jus bout at most 10ppl... instead of 30++? nvm...no choice... after tt opened the two Vodka... sum drank while the rest jus continue chattin... went to arcade wif sum of the guys... back to the bbq after arcade... when we went back... got to knew tt sum of them vomitted... haha...shuld be becuz of the martell yongxiang brought over... power...'kill' alot ppl... hmm...dunno why but durin tt period of tym... i saw ppl cryin...i saw ppl sad...i saw ppl emo... lookin at all tis made mi felt so pissed off... so i started shoutin at all of them... bout tis i gonna apologise...didn't mean it... but tt bbq was meant to be happi... guess after awhile things were alright bah... den 12 of dem went to OCH... so i chatted wif desmond jasmine wendy and jeffrey... they came back bout 6plus... saw the video...kinda eerie...makes my hair stand... den in the mornin...sumthing mean but funni took place... i shall nt sae anithing bout it... den zhi yang they all left at 7plus... den left bout 10 of us still at the pit... waited fer 9plus den helped them returned the bikes... den after tt all split cab...den hm-ed... aniwae thanx fer all those who came...= ) hope tt bbq was a gud one fer u all...
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the day. 5:53 AM
Helicopter Attitude
KEN
once again i stood here.
now with a different mindset ;;
to look forward to a better day.
stand one side and think to myself
what i gonna do to be myself,
Looking forward to
1. A brand new day
2. A brand new attitude
3. A brand new smile
4. A brand new reason to live
5. A brand new place
6. A brand new love
7. Someone to die for
KEN 
