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your name is something which i nv want to forget

Monday, April 30, 2007

k back to post again...
ytd slack at js wif ckt as normal...
is onli wif a new slackin spot...
den at nite went to pub to drink wif ckt guys...
and also the new brudders...
and seriously...i almost got drunk...
but the feelin quite shiok ah...
den ytd it was zl turn to vomit...
and congrats to nel...he was conscious ytd...
although zl vomited...but hes still conscious also...
at bout 2plus...left the pub...
cabbed wif nel yuyang and zl to js...
went to cp awhile...
den after tt went to sennet estate playground...
zl and yuyang slpt dere...
while mi and nel lie on the playground floor...
was liek so tired la...
den nel and yuyang took a cab back at 4plus am...
mi and zl went hm after tt...home swit home...
and tml will be 1MTH LE!!!haha...so happi...

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11:43 PM

your name is something which i nv want to forget

Sunday, April 29, 2007

k exams starts tml...
nt realli ready i tink...
but all da best to mie...
aniwae todae i had a wish...

i wish tt durin the june holidaes i cn go on a date wif her...

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7:53 AM

your name is something which i nv want to forget

Saturday, April 28, 2007

hmm...jus came back hm nt long ago...
todae sum sort of slack at js wif ckt...
quite fun...nt bad...save alot monie...
aniwae abit emo these few daes...
but didn't realli show it out...
haish...gotta sae out sum things here...
sumtimes to other ppl...
i got 17ex...so they will tink liek i veri hua xin...
maybe i m in the past...
but nw i noe i m nt...i realli chnged...
b4 the dae i stead wif her...
all my 17ex i nv been wif them fer mre than 1mth...
longest was 22 daes...
i also didn't realli went on a date alone...
wif a gurl...but i noe tt dae will come...
i m a noob!!!...but nvm...she has alreadi broke the record...
startin frm nxt wed...my life will hab another chapter...
it will be a happi one...despite all those hardship...
tt we hab to go through...
k i sae wad i wanted to sae le...
shall end here den...takkaire all...

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9:28 AM

your name is something which i nv want to forget

Thursday, April 26, 2007

hmm...todae things were liek the same...
went to skul at a lata tym...
cuz of science pratical exams...
after exam went hm...showered den went to mit ckt...
Diana joined us todae at js also...haha...
den after mit them awhile...was runnin late...
cuz i mittin Her at 6.30...
so took a cab down...it costed mi $13.80!!!
but nvm...beta than bein late...
so met her...passed her the necklace and swit...
den went to mit kurt awhile...
after tt jiu go back js...met zl den go makan...
huimin came...went to slack...
den hm-ed...
dats my dae...hmm...can't wait to c her again...
i m addicted to her...

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7:59 AM

your name is something which i nv want to forget

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

hmm...shall post sum things bout ytd...
well skul ended at 11.30am ytd...
cuz my class nid to go to support badminton team...
the match was liek so excitin la...
B.div finals...Sports skul vs Montfort sec...
but we managed to beat them 3-2...
so yeah...montfort is national champions again...
5yrs in the runnin so far...
aniwae took sum pic in the bus ytd...
i took and edit 8 of my pic also...
and compile them into one...lol...

The inspiratin pic!!! (lame)

My 'son' Arnold

Nicklaus...NIATK...

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7:23 AM

your name is something which i nv want to forget

Monday, April 23, 2007

k bah...shall continue todae...
aniwae ytd stop sumwher...
wait...let mi recall...and ya...
todae wanted to sae bout why i liek u...
but first thing first...which is impt...
i liek u fer the wae u r...
fer the wae u tok...
fer the wae u look...
fer the feelin i get frm u...
fer the impression i got frm u...
i liek u fer ur everything...
jus liek wad is said...and i shall repeat...
times realli pass by quickly...
aniwae was so pai seh when ytd...
the taxi uncle sae i looked 26...
hope u dun mind havin a stead who look...
liek an uncle...but nvm...
its my life...but after...26 is nt tt old after all...
hmm...didn't realli noe hw u feel after readin tt post ytd...
but i hope its positive bah...
although dere may be things i wrote which is negative...
but still...its the wae of life...
still rmb tt tym durin the las yr dec holidaes...
when i chatted wif u on the phone...
crap together wif mich,limin and winnie they all...
and also the times when i was stayin at my cousin hus...
and came to send u back sumtimes at nite...
but the most sad part is alwaes the part when...
gotta c u go up ur lift...
jus liek suddenly... ' POP '
den gotta wait fer quite long b4 cn c u again...
but nvm...i cnt possibly be wif u all da tym...
after all...its the past...those cn onli be memories...
so startin frm nw...everytym i mit u...
i m gonna cherish tt every min and sec wif u...
no more of wastin tym...
i shall make u happi...= )
try my best bah...i wanna c a happi Jeanie...
aniwae planned to post bout 3000 words...
liek wad i told u...but shuld be cn bah...
i jus hab to kip on brainstormin...
and kip on typin...liek wad i m doin nw...
but however...there is alwaes one thing tt i m afraid of...
i guess every guy wif a stead will be afraid of also...
it is the dae when i m scared tt u will leave mi...
but i believe tt tis dae wun come...
even if it will to come...
i will try to savage every moment of tym wif u...
sumtimes i m realli curious wads on ur mind...
and i realli hope u cn tell mi if possible...
maybe sayin it out cn make u feel beta...
if u dun wanna tell its okae...
cuz the decision is urs...and i will respect it...
dunno y but i m alreadi use to callin...
Jeanie Jeanie Jeanie!!!
guess it has alreadi become part of my dictionary le bah...
it shall be a gud dictionary...
but after all...nth is perfect...
jus liek everyone purpose in life...
hmm...i also dunno wad it is...
maybe sum ppl wun even noe also bah...
but so far...stayin happi is alwaes the most impt thing...
k although i m long winded...
but tis is wad happen when i MEGA POST!!!
so pls bear wif mi...hope ya still readin...
aniwae i still rmb tt dae is 2/4/07...12.30pm...
i will alwaes rmb tt dae...
it shall be named happi dae...
normalli happiness after come after a long tym...
of waitin...i guess mine is here le bah...
cuz i alwaes wanted to sae tis to u...
although i onli cn mit u once in awhile...
but u brighten up my dae whenever i c u...
i shall sae it face to face to u the nxt tym...
and i alwaes forget to bring the things i wanna giv u...
i blame myself fer it...
i shall remind myself to bring it the nxt tym...
hope u cn giv mi reminders also...
if i realli wanna post everything i wanna sae to u...
i guess even 30000 words wun be enugh...
aniwae did u ever thot of wad the 3 words...
i love u...means...
to mie...its also smth to kip mi tinkin bout u...
wonder when i cn sae tt 3 words to u face to face...
aniwae in my whole life...
i nv gav flowers to ani gurls so far...
but nvm...u r gonna be the first...
11 roses...its a promise nw...
but when is it....?
i m gonna kip it a secret...
gonna be a surprise...
up to nw...Jeanie Jeanie Jeanie...
r u still readin???
hope so...lets continue...shall write all the wae...
till 11pm...when u r back frm ur tv show...
jus in tym fer u to read...
aniwae...i alwaes try to make it a pt...
to at least msg u everynite...
or even best...chat wif u on the phone...
ask u bout things tt happen durin tt dae...
and normalli frm ur phone call...
cn c if u r realli happi on tt dae anot...
every single dae tt u r goin to be wif mi...
i m gonna fold a straw heart...
its shall total up to a large amount of straw hearts...
enugh to fill up a olympic swimmin pool...
den i cn flood u wif the love...
opps...lol...i m gettin abit carried awae...
even though by writin these post...
i may make u feel touched...
but jus wanna let u noe...
all these tym tt i use to write tis post...
its all fer u...onli u...
aniwae so far...its been 21 daes wif u le...
right up to todae...i m still happi ah...
hope u r happi too...if u r nt...
tell mi...cuz i will be curious bout y...
maybe still becuz of stress bah...
nxt tym i shall edit a song fer u...
chng all those lyrics into words which i wanna sae to u...
and the song shall be a happi song...
nt a emo one...
sumtimes ppl will ask mi...
y i still call myself em0ming...
k i shall explain here...
the reason is to remind mi...
since i have my happiness nw...
i m nv goin back into the past again...
and nw...my past seem so far awae...
aniwae i wanna ty...
fer acceptin mi despite my past...
but most impt...i noe i hab chnged...
argh...no mre past...its gone...
everything nw shall be new...so new...
smth liek a brand new start...
k bah...shall stop here den...
continue tml...its nt endin...
and its nv gonna end...smile Jeanie = )
be happi alwaes...

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the day.
7:25 AM

your name is something which i nv want to forget

Sunday, April 22, 2007

todae got the mood...
so specially gonna post totalli fer the gurl i love...
the gurl who has become a part of my life...
hmm...times files realli issit it...
still rmb when tt tym i started jio-in her...
tt dae still seem to be liek ytd...
and alwaes so happi to c her ah...
but durin tt tym...
although may go through sum unhappi moments...
but everything was worth it...
even if its jus fer the sake of bein wif u fer 1 dae...
cuz tt one dae is gonna mean alot uh...
sec 4 tis yr...o lvls...noe u r havin alot of stress...
but jia you...i will alwaes try to be there...
u stae at bukit panjang and i stae aljunied...
if ppl noe...they will normally sae...
WAH...so far ah...but to mie...
i cn onli sae...
wher got far...it onli takes mi 45 mins to get dere...
normalli mornin i go skul also will take 45mins...
so if one realli wan to c sumone...
time i nt a problem...
actualli everything is jus the mind...
jus liek mie...i have the veri much confidence...
tat after 9mths of reflectin bout wad love is...
u r realli the one whom i realli wanna be wif...
aniwae sumtimes i might do things tt u mind...
do things tt will make u pissed off...
but y m i doin all those things...
it is jus in hope to make u happi...
aniwae sumtimes i also may do things...
which ppl will tink its stupid...
aniwae...maybe u tink its funni...
or weird...i hab alreadi started tinkin of...
wad to do fer u on ur bdae...
aniwae alreadi came up wif a few ideas le...
hmm...jus name those ideas to u...
-bringin u to hab dinner on the cable car...
cuz tt tym i still rmb bout u sayin bout ppl...
havin dinner on the cable car...
durin tt tym new yr countdown...
-bring u sumwher wher u realli will liek...
(i shall find out wad the places r...)
-bringin u out to the zoo or smth...
den go fer dinner at nite...
after all...theres alot of things runnin thru my mind...
mani ideas also...nt onli those written here...
k up to tis pt...i hope u still readin...
shall continue...
aniwae shall tell u a secret also...
sumtimes b4 i slp...i will look at ur pic and smile...
lol...bt since its written here...
i guess it will become an open secret bah...
haha...but nvm...tts the wae of life...
until nw...i m still doin tt...
but fer wad reason...
cuz lookin at u makes mi feel happi...
the feelin is jus smth liek so special...
aniwae got smth to sae here b4 i carry on...
sumtimes theres certain things tt i m worried bout...
is onli tt i jus dun wanna sae it...
jus liek i noe yongwei liek u...
if u compare...he maybe cn mit u mre than i do...
if possible i mean...
but i nv ever ask u anithing bout it...
all becuz i trust u...
and i noe frm the dae u accept mi...
u hab alreadi make up ur mind...
so i will trust u totally...
and hope u dun mind mi fer sayin all these...
but realli...i been waitin everydae jus to c u...
aniwae shall jus stop fer nw...
shall continue tml...
shall sae bout y i love u tml...

tt dae when i held ur hands...

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8:08 AM

your name is something which i nv want to forget

Saturday, April 21, 2007

actualli nt realli ani mood to post nw...
didn't managed to mit jeanie tis few daes...
haish sian...
but nvm...i shall try to mit her todae...
jus hope she will stae happi bah...
20 daes le...
happi alwaes...= )

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10:14 AM

your name is something which i nv want to forget

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Todae was actualli still in a quite good mood...
things were as per normal...
until i saw tt tag on my blog...
but nvm i shall nt let it affect my mood...
aniwae shall sae bout wad realli happen...
shauna used to be my mei...
until one dae when she decided nt to be my mei animre...
after 1yr9mths4daes...
but nvm...its her choice...
i been tellin ppl tt...u r alwaes rite...
and ppl hab been tellin mi the same thing also...
todae tis prob finalli link to cheekwun also...
las sat...ckt went out together...
its liek rather hard to c all of the ckt ppl together...
i mean every single one...
tt dae...everyone attended...
and kenny also...although he joined us rather late...
but he made the effort to come...
jus nw i was tokin to cheekwun online...
was tellin her bout las sat...
told her tt she was the onli one who didn't came...
sorry again...
den started tokin bout ckt things wif her...
ask her tis question...
did u still tink u wanna to be in ckt...
she jus said tt its up to us...
but its nt up to us...its up to her...
as the conversation continued...
started some sort of a conflict...
sumore frm the amount of tym she slacked wif ckt...
i mean nowadaes...
she onli slack wif us liek twice or thrice a mth...
i wasn't realli worked up until she mention tis
'hab u realli thot bout y shauna and u ended up liek tis'
after i heard tis...i was fumin...
but i didn't wanted to care animre...
i told cheekwun tis...
no matter whether she want to badmouth mi...
in front of ckt ppl...or whoever...
i dun care a fcukin dam...
i guess she told tt to shauna...
den guess u all cn c wad shauna tagged on my tagboard...
To shauna:aniwae if u didn't realli care...
y did u even bother to tagged...
all bullshit...
aniwae...since 28th march...
u been the person whom i hate most in my life...
i dun even wanna c u...
and i m gonna make u hate mi mre...dae by dae...
cuz u cn nv understand all those things u done to mie...
tt have impacted my life so much....
k i shall end here den...
no mood to post le...
16 daes wif jeanie le... = )

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8:01 AM

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

I m bloggin again...
hmm actualli nt much things to blog also...
life is the same as b4...
didn't mit her fer quite long also le...
haish sian...but nvm...shes busi i cn understand...
aniwae gonna make a new ckt picture soon...
ckt ppl who haben send mi their pic pls do so...
if nt i randomly choose liao...lol...
k bah...shall post the old ckt pic...
made by mi de hor...lol...
shall end here den...takkaire all...
i still love u liek i did ytd...haha...= )

MY BELOVED CKT

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6:35 AM

your name is something which i nv want to forget

Thursday, April 12, 2007

hmm...k shall blog todae...
haha...life is jus liek the same as b4...
but recently i m so 'High'
aniwae went to my cousin weddin las sun...
den after the weddin went out to 'high'
wif my cousins and sis...
slacked , ktv-ed , para-ed , pool-ed...
was realli a enjoyable dae uh...
hmm...past few daes went to skul as normal...
nth much also...
and nicklaus still wif his ' turban kia '...
and i still go ' SMASHIN ' in class...
was goin crazy man...
and liek wad jeanie said in her blog...
didn't tok on the phone wif mi fer so long le...
yup i agree...
but i noe it will be soon bah...
i m missin her liek mad man...
k bah...shall post a few picture b4 i end bah...
i love CKT and Jeanie = )

Da Guys...

R4...

The 'Highness'

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5:42 AM

your name is something which i nv want to forget

Monday, April 9, 2007

ZhenLu Nelson WeiMing

hmm...have been liek quite busi fer the past few daes...
dun realli wanna post much here also...
aniwae...
realli jus wanna look forward to seein her tis week...= )
rmb to takkaire hor...u shuld noe who i m writin tis fer...
cya soon...

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3:14 AM

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Friday, April 6, 2007

Back again...after pass two daes of fun...
tonned at Andy hus on thu nite...
slack,watched muvee...and...
drawin ang kong fer ppl who slp...lol...
but i was a victim in the end...
so i took revenge at the culprit when he slp...
Mushroom was the culprit...
and tis was wad i turned his leg into...

c...tis is wad u get when u slp...
tt black patch was drawn by mi usin marker...
k bus-ed hm wif donn and jeffrey in the mornin...
reach hm tt tym shower,use com...
den went to mit zl to go aljunied...
was suppose to reach aljunied at 1pm...
but in the end make nel and kai wait until...
smth liek 1.45???
SRY NEL AND KAI...
den we train-ed to yuyang hus...
had quite alot of fun dere...
slacked,play pool,swim,play tennis also...
in the end i had to leave at 7.15...
cuz mittin JEANIE and her friends = )...
hmm so train-ed to jurong west...
went to jurong entertainment centre...
3rd floor fuji ice palace...
reached dere at 7.40...
watched jeanie they all ice-skatin...
waited till 8.45 liddat...
den we walk to IMM fer dinner...
had dinner at mac...
den walk all da wae back to jurong west mrt...
mrt-ed and lrt-ed and send jeanie back...
while mich and christine drop off at CCK...
and winnie drop off at keat hong...
after sendin her back...
walk to the bus stp...
and started my lonely journey back hm...
but nvm...chatted wif jane on the phone...
durin my journey hm...
And...
i held her hands todae...lol...= )

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7:31 PM

your name is something which i nv want to forget

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

I M UR HAPPINESs = )...lol

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7:07 AM

your name is something which i nv want to forget

Monday, April 2, 2007

12.30am...
a brand new start...
no mre karma...
durin tis period of tym...
we been through many sad tym b4 also...
also noe the times u emo...
but as fer nw...
all i wanna sae is...
i love u mre than anithing...
cya soon...i mis ya... = )...
weiming stop bein emo on...
2nd april 07...hooray...
i m happi once again...

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