hmm...todae shall voice out wad i realli wanted to sae... sumtimes is nt tt i dun wan to mit u... but the prob is...u alwaes tell mi tt u r busi... i realli want to c u...but i dunno whether u realise tt or nt... i nv stop tinkin bout u fer even a dae... but nw...whenever my frens mention bout u in front of mi... i will liek suddenly emo fer awhile... although sumtimes on the surface it may seems tt i m okae... but in my heart its nt at all... and i emo fer the fact tt i m wonderin when i will c u... when i read ur post todae...i felt emo again... sumtimes i will even tink to myself tt i mean nth to u... maybe jus liek ani normal strangers... sumtimes i will even look at my phone...waitin fer ya call... but it nv came... when i c my friends and their stead tgt... happi tgt...side by side... i will tink to myself again...wher r u... haish i jus hate tis fucked up feelin... hope it will end soon... and hope it doesn't affect my mood fer tml o lvl paper... bye all... i m gonna be antisocial tml... aniwae todae i finalli cried... when i read back my old post... dere were things liek...'16 daes wif u le...' hw i hope u will be the nxt person i will c... when i open my eyes tml...
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the day. 8:20 AM
Helicopter Attitude
KEN
once again i stood here.
now with a different mindset ;;
to look forward to a better day.
stand one side and think to myself
what i gonna do to be myself,
Looking forward to
1. A brand new day
2. A brand new attitude
3. A brand new smile
4. A brand new reason to live
5. A brand new place
6. A brand new love
7. Someone to die for
KEN 
