k bah...shall continue todae... aniwae ytd stop sumwher... wait...let mi recall...and ya... todae wanted to sae bout why i liek u... but first thing first...which is impt... i liek u fer the wae u r... fer the wae u tok... fer the wae u look... fer the feelin i get frm u... fer the impression i got frm u... i liek u fer ur everything... jus liek wad is said...and i shall repeat... times realli pass by quickly... aniwae was so pai seh when ytd... the taxi uncle sae i looked 26... hope u dun mind havin a stead who look... liek an uncle...but nvm... its my life...but after...26 is nt tt old after all... hmm...didn't realli noe hw u feel after readin tt post ytd... but i hope its positive bah... although dere may be things i wrote which is negative... but still...its the wae of life... still rmb tt tym durin the las yr dec holidaes... when i chatted wif u on the phone... crap together wif mich,limin and winnie they all... and also the times when i was stayin at my cousin hus... and came to send u back sumtimes at nite... but the most sad part is alwaes the part when... gotta c u go up ur lift... jus liek suddenly... ' POP ' den gotta wait fer quite long b4 cn c u again... but nvm...i cnt possibly be wif u all da tym... after all...its the past...those cn onli be memories... so startin frm nw...everytym i mit u... i m gonna cherish tt every min and sec wif u... no more of wastin tym... i shall make u happi...= ) try my best bah...i wanna c a happi Jeanie... aniwae planned to post bout 3000 words... liek wad i told u...but shuld be cn bah... i jus hab to kip on brainstormin... and kip on typin...liek wad i m doin nw... but however...there is alwaes one thing tt i m afraid of... i guess every guy wif a stead will be afraid of also... it is the dae when i m scared tt u will leave mi... but i believe tt tis dae wun come... even if it will to come... i will try to savage every moment of tym wif u... sumtimes i m realli curious wads on ur mind... and i realli hope u cn tell mi if possible... maybe sayin it out cn make u feel beta... if u dun wanna tell its okae... cuz the decision is urs...and i will respect it... dunno y but i m alreadi use to callin... Jeanie Jeanie Jeanie!!! guess it has alreadi become part of my dictionary le bah... it shall be a gud dictionary... but after all...nth is perfect... jus liek everyone purpose in life... hmm...i also dunno wad it is... maybe sum ppl wun even noe also bah... but so far...stayin happi is alwaes the most impt thing... k although i m long winded... but tis is wad happen when i MEGA POST!!! so pls bear wif mi...hope ya still readin... aniwae i still rmb tt dae is 2/4/07...12.30pm... i will alwaes rmb tt dae... it shall be named happi dae... normalli happiness after come after a long tym... of waitin...i guess mine is here le bah... cuz i alwaes wanted to sae tis to u... although i onli cn mit u once in awhile... but u brighten up my dae whenever i c u... i shall sae it face to face to u the nxt tym... and i alwaes forget to bring the things i wanna giv u... i blame myself fer it... i shall remind myself to bring it the nxt tym... hope u cn giv mi reminders also... if i realli wanna post everything i wanna sae to u... i guess even 30000 words wun be enugh... aniwae did u ever thot of wad the 3 words... i love u...means... to mie...its also smth to kip mi tinkin bout u... wonder when i cn sae tt 3 words to u face to face... aniwae in my whole life... i nv gav flowers to ani gurls so far... but nvm...u r gonna be the first... 11 roses...its a promise nw... but when is it....? i m gonna kip it a secret... gonna be a surprise... up to nw...Jeanie Jeanie Jeanie... r u still readin??? hope so...lets continue...shall write all the wae... till 11pm...when u r back frm ur tv show... jus in tym fer u to read... aniwae...i alwaes try to make it a pt... to at least msg u everynite... or even best...chat wif u on the phone... ask u bout things tt happen durin tt dae... and normalli frm ur phone call... cn c if u r realli happi on tt dae anot... every single dae tt u r goin to be wif mi... i m gonna fold a straw heart... its shall total up to a large amount of straw hearts... enugh to fill up a olympic swimmin pool... den i cn flood u wif the love... opps...lol...i m gettin abit carried awae... even though by writin these post... i may make u feel touched... but jus wanna let u noe... all these tym tt i use to write tis post... its all fer u...onli u... aniwae so far...its been 21 daes wif u le... right up to todae...i m still happi ah... hope u r happi too...if u r nt... tell mi...cuz i will be curious bout y... maybe still becuz of stress bah... nxt tym i shall edit a song fer u... chng all those lyrics into words which i wanna sae to u... and the song shall be a happi song... nt a emo one... sumtimes ppl will ask mi... y i still call myself em0ming... k i shall explain here... the reason is to remind mi... since i have my happiness nw... i m nv goin back into the past again... and nw...my past seem so far awae... aniwae i wanna ty... fer acceptin mi despite my past... but most impt...i noe i hab chnged... argh...no mre past...its gone... everything nw shall be new...so new... smth liek a brand new start... k bah...shall stop here den... continue tml...its nt endin... and its nv gonna end...smile Jeanie = ) be happi alwaes...
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the day. 7:25 AM
Helicopter Attitude
KEN
once again i stood here.
now with a different mindset ;;
to look forward to a better day.
stand one side and think to myself
what i gonna do to be myself,
Looking forward to
1. A brand new day
2. A brand new attitude
3. A brand new smile
4. A brand new reason to live
5. A brand new place
6. A brand new love
7. Someone to die for
KEN 
