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2010-01-26T05:30:00.001-08:00

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Setbacks

2010-01-10T11:52:00.004-08:00

Setbacks are things that slows us down in life
are the ones who make us take note when making choices in life
and for you i hope i have a button named rewind
so that i can help to leave the bad memories behind
and help you make that right choice in your life

last

2009-10-11T08:05:00.002-07:00

this shall be my last post
before i shall say goodbye to this blog for a period of time
reason being that
i m just really exhausted and i need a break
the past few days was nice i could say
and i really drank drank and drank
i dunno why to
but the urge to drink just kept coming to me
today was kinda troubled the whole day
the emo kinda songs in my ipod kept going over and over
but i am dam glad i guess i finally found my way out
thats all i wanna say
blogging doesn't seems like smth i feel i should include in my life now
finding someone to talk to u is definitely better than anything else
thats what i feel

2009-10-08T02:06:00.000-07:00

ever since my grandma knew i smoked
i didn't have the courage to face her anymore
until today
i haven slp a wink from ytd till now
morning i was pretending to be asleep
my mum jus came and wake me up and said
wake up , go bring ur grandma to hospital
i knew she was sick
but i didn't went to visit her and stuff
when i heard what my mum said this morning
i knew it was smth bad
my sis drove her to TanTockSeng Hospital
throughout the journey there
i can even feel hw bad she is feeling
the service at TanTockSeng was way far from what i expected
i expected everything to be fast at the A & E
but everything took dam long
while waiting for her name to be called
she was already in pain alr
just that she didn't really say a thing
even during the part when they need her blood sample and stuff
i didn't even want to look
cuz i knew its not gonna feel good
at that pt,she was still worried about her hospitals fees and stuff
it was at that part when she said smth like
she didn't feel like living anymore
just saved the hospital fees
i just wanted so much to tear at that time
but i just try to hide my emotions
and believe it or nt
it doesn't sound like me
but i am tearing as i am typing this now

i just really feel like drinking tonight
can any kind soul accompany me?

whll

2009-10-07T11:12:00.002-07:00

Wo Hui Lai Le!@#$#@
okay just came back from K.P.O
the ambiance there was awesome i could say
although drinks were quite pricey
basically today was just like another day of holiday
i think i should stop drinking for a period man
jus realise i been really drinkin more than what i normally do
i am not surprise if i get a beer belly now or smth
basically everyday when nth to do
and when no one ask me out
whats on my mind is only find people go drink
i m even getting lazy to go fishing
Fishing leh!!!!
can u imagine people
the holidays has turned me into
a lazy fat 'Man'

hope to c u this friday! = )

walk walk walk

2009-10-05T09:04:00.003-07:00

Okay today was day out with
Cheryl , Phyllis , HuiWen and Mel
it was nice but
i am damn tired from all the traveling!LOL
okay met them at parkway parade
went off to siglap for yong tau foo
it was dam nice can
didn't regret traveling there to eat
good recommendation by HuiWen
following by ice cream at ice cream chef
around siglap area
which was nice as well
lastly followed by tampines mall
HuiWen went back
and Phy went off shortly aft
So Mel,Cheryl and me just went round and round
in the end i bought sushi
and got tempted by Honey glazed chicken steak
so i bought both!
lol,den mel got her flour for baking and stuff
left after that
met zl at lailai before going home
oh yah i really like this photo of me taken today
look super dam gong!

haha so today overall was
nice nice nice
but
FAT FAT FAT!
today message to weiming
RUN FAT BOY RUN! = )

Awesome!

2009-10-04T09:35:00.003-07:00

okay its been really a terrific week for me
i hope this applies to everyone who knows why too
went out with Jarine today
but before i talk about that
let me talk bout my 18th bdae chalet first
actually not really talk but jus one word
that i would use to describe the whole thing
it was just pure 'AWESOME '
so actually i came up with another logic during the chalet
you don't really feel happy when u r the only one happy
but when you see the people around you being happy
you naturally become happy as well
just really want to thanks everyone
who wished me and those who were at the chalet
you guys were terrific!
okay lets let the pictures do the talking
i m just gonna post a few here as basically they r on fb alr
not all yet so pls be patient guys

oh yah and inside this wrapper was crazy
one of the best bday present i got
a IPOD SHUFFLE
omg seriously wanna thanks those who got it for me
u guys noe who ah...haha
well time really flies when u r having fun

and okay today i had fun also
day out with Jarine
haha oh yah first thing first
picture of the day

okay first stop was marina square
basically i only visited the puma staff there
really miss the times working there
after that we went down to haji lane area
okay sry Jarine but no xiaolongbao today
another day okay
so we settled down with dandan mian

following by slacking at concourse for awhile
waiting for calls and messages
well hans and zhen nv joined us in the end
but we still decided to go for sheesha
as we weren't in time to make it for a movie

send her back to woodlands mrt after that

oh yah and on my way home
i decided to treat myself to kfc

it would be nice if i can start this week
all over again

4 more days

2009-09-27T11:09:00.004-07:00

Okay judging from the timing nw
its around 4 full days to 18
finally enough of living life dangerously
dinner with hans and lu today was great
great to the sense that we all 3 know we got scammed
wad the hell man
$10 ea just for a simple roast chicken rice meal
and i bet we shall nv step into that stall again
well other than that
i guess today was a wasted day as well
another day of slacking at js
alright shall spam photos of happenings
for the past while

oh yah and a photo which was taken
quite some time back

oh yah and don't come asking me
why i only post photos with me inside
my answer

cannot help it

lalelo

2009-09-26T12:27:00.002-07:00

back from sheesha
and i m dead beat right now
the only thing now on my mind is
what to do tml?!?!?!
holidays been boring so far
and glad that my bdae chalet goin to be here soon
least theres smth to look forward to for now
for this past week
money been flowing out
of my wallet like water
life sucks

nth much

2009-09-24T07:56:00.004-07:00

exhausted
i feel healthy but unhealthy
3 breakfast in one day

you're too good for me

2009-09-20T04:50:00.003-07:00

i am still home...surprising though
okay anyway did something which
i have not been doing for quite some times
okay editing songs was the thing
had an attempt on
'You belong with me' by Taylor Swift
would have said i could have did better
this is how it goes...oh yah
and i rename it 'You're too good for me'

You’re too good for me
I’m lying here with some thoughts , on my mind
I’m trying to figure out how to fill that gap
Cause I’ll never felt this way in my whole life

You’re out at clubs , its once again those Friday nights
Moving to the rhythm that’s breaking my fragile mind
And I’ll never had a taste of your busy life

But I am hoping , that you’ll be thinking
Bout the times we ever had and how we ever made it through
Time pass days by days and I’ll hope you’ll realize
That what I really want is just you by my side

If we could walk away like it never happened
Empty promises , that is what I gave
You , you’re too good for me , you’re too good for me

Counting the days with you and your few buddies
I can’t change it as this is how it always been
Standing at the rooftop , laughing at myself
Hey , isn’t this pointless ?

Oh I got a reason that could make it all worthwhile
No one knows about until the day I leak it out
I say I’m bad , you know me better than that
Hey why you giving in all the time ?

But I am hoping , that you’ll be thinking
Bout the times we ever had and how we ever made it through
Time pass days by days and I’ll hope you’ll realize
That what I really want is just you by my side

If we could walk away like it never happened
Empty promises , that is what I gave
You’re too good for me

Lying there and waiting just for your call
All I want to hear is just your voice
Baby , you’re too good for me , you’re too good for me
Oh , I remember you calling me one day in the middle of the night
You’re the one who takes me out when you know I’m about to lie
And you know what I’m thinking and you’ll tell me about your mind
Think you know where I belong , its not just about me

Can ‘t we could walk away like it never happened
Empty promises , that is what I gave
You , you’re too good for me , you’re too good for me

Lying there and waiting just for your call
All I want to hear is just your voice
Baby , you’re too good for me , you’re too good for me

You’re too good for me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You’re too good for me
You’re too good for me

exhausted

2009-09-19T10:38:00.002-07:00

For every 5mins you are angry
You lose 5mins of happiness...

guess this holiday wasn't what i needed i guess...
saying this due to the amount of free time i m going to get...
and its impossible and crazy if i go fishing everyday...
so other than that...i can do things like
-Sleep
-Smoke
-Stone
-Slack
okay think that is whats in my list so far...fml
sometimes i feel like deceiving myself at times...

holidays back again

2009-09-17T11:46:00.007-07:00

Holidays are here!
and i can say that it was really busy but yet
fun-filling semester for me...
hope it applies for the rest of the ppl in sch also...
well really got to know a lot of great frens
and definitely not forgetting about my course mates...
and also the crazy times in studio...
screaming in the lift for no reason...okay thats me...
but well still got to return to sch tml and sat for some stuffs...
okay nothing much to say for today...
guess there will be plenty during the holidays...i hope?
just a few pics for nw

RHDs

Design movie day out

Amanda birthday

2D class

Oh yah and i m so goin to miss quarreling with this zhabor...

okay off for now.

one chance

2009-09-16T10:51:00.002-07:00

Well i lost my temper in class today again...
and not that 100% percent glad that tml is the last day of sch...
it just feels like theres so many things i need to do...
and i mean other than sch work...
guess a lot of emotions has been really coming to me this few days...
through all the chat with a few people...
my close friends , classmates and the not-so close friends...
making me also realise how fragile life can be...
and did the true friends stay on with me all the way till now...
although we are all busy with our own busy stuff...
but the effort to meet up once a week was always there...
and lastly strongly making me feel that if theres something i can realise...
i wanna go back to the days of being a kid...

should i stay or should i go

2009-09-15T04:43:00.002-07:00

Definitely not one of the best day i am going to have this week...
had no doubts about whats wrong...
keep kind of losing my temper just because of the super minor things...
okay and submission for 2D art fun tml...
well guess i m done with it only...
how nice if i can complete my work for my mat & fin overnight...
and just now thinking through about things on for this week...
i only can say...
there goes my weekend...
oh yah caught up with zl ytd midnight...
talk about quite a lot of things...
found it really nice as i guess its really been long
since we had a chat like this alr...
okay for now...i am just gonna concentrate fully on my work...

well pretty glad after all

2009-09-13T08:58:00.001-07:00

finally i feel that i kind of wasted a day today...
not 100% though
woke up at arnd 3 and went out with my mum and sis
to ntuc and the happy thing is
okay we were in ntuc and i saw the liquor section
me(went to mum): ma i buy liquor ah...
she:house still got what why want to buy
me:dun wan la that tiger beer classic not nice one
she:i dunno la u want buy u go ask ur sis
me go to sis holding the half a dozen heineken beer in my hands
me:hey i buy alcohol ah
sis:u asked mum alr
me:she ask me come ask u aiya shuld be okay la
den tadah its in the shopping basket alr
when paying at counter
mum say the liquor
she was like wah u really take ah
i deduct it from ur pocket money den
me:wa lao hw can like that one
well in the end she didn't...lol
mission accomplished
shall stay in sch till 10pm tml again

chop chop

2009-09-12T12:40:00.001-07:00

Been spending the past few days in studio till 10pm...
but well guess it paid off after all...
completed 4 assignments in 1 week...
dam glad that i completed my 1mX1m painting today...
and for now...
i shall rest for tml and conquer mat & fin final assignment on mon onwards...
mat & fin
watch out ah i tell u...

counting down to holidays

obstacles

2009-09-09T09:58:00.002-07:00

Well just reached home like an hour ago aft fishing...
spend like the last half an hour blog-hopping aft so long...
i guess maybe tts also one of the reason why i m updating nw...
probably gonna turn out like a troubled post again...
hmm well but before i begin...
just gonna come up with some of my own quotes...
my reflections aft going through quite a few of others blog entries...
(well as i said just my personal reflections)
okay here we go...
-How many times do people say something and really mean it?
-Totally forgiving someone requires you to have an open heart.
-You never know what really happen until you are caught in the same
situation.
-Making effort all marks down to the key 'willingness'.
-You don't need to be the first to be the first.
-The word 'promise' should have never existed cause its always broken
more than it was being said.
-Its not about trusting or believing but instead faith in yourself making
the right decision at the right time.
And lastly what is also known to most people...
'Mistakes are what makes us grow and learn'...
Well i guess a lot of things are really changing as time past...
and i totally feel that environment plays a big role in that change...
And i am starting to see that in myself too...
sometimes i also just take note of my own behavior when in class...
just that is that the real me and am i just putting on a false front...
well...i don't know either...
but to me the best person is this world are those who live their lives
with no 'regret'.

okay moving back to some other topics...
really am super looking to the holidays...
counting from nw...6 more sch days...
CNT WAIT CNT WAIT!
okay and bday chalet planing
well although its gonna be a officially 18th for me...
but honestly i bet its not gonna any difference of me...
well if the taxi uncle which i bump into 4 yrs ago was right...
i would have been 30 by now alr...TaMaDe...
K la...all diam...tml still got class...SianTTM...
sure go crazy in studio...

nth to say sia

2009-08-13T19:15:00.004-07:00

Hmm...in class nw stoning...
really dun feel kinda in the mood today...
started the day off being late for class...
seriously fcuk i hate this feeling of being late
and having to rush...
MA DE...i decided to take bus and nt cab...
shit sia no money also alr...
si bei sian si bei sian...
Knn come school den someone dun wan pei me go kfc...
fcuk sia jarine damn kao bei and guai lan...
later she jialat alr...
hmm...hopefully can finish my model today...
Sun = off day...

hmm feel like going fishing nw sia...

and i kinda like my hair last time...
want go cut alr sia...
k la dun wan kao bei here alr...
diam la...

weird sia

2009-08-10T19:28:00.010-07:00

Hmm actually feeling pretty weird that i am blogging nw...
it've been pretty long since i wrote on this blog...
bt well schools pretty fine now with lotsa great friends...
really gave me a sense of belonging in school...
the past few months been really hectic for me...
school work i like piling up...
but well...at least i am enjoying what i am doing now...
as compared to secondary school , and the long working hours from work...
am so glad that i made the effort to come down for the interview...
well just gonna just list up some updates so far and a few pics...
UPDATES!
-Joined DSC subcomm
-Was appointed as class rep
-in charge of class fund raising for class trip to vietnam
-planning a chalet for my 18th bday in oct
-never fish much due to school...damn
-grow fat back to 79kg!...jialat this time

alright for pictures now...
too many so shall really just post a few...

studio working space...view from 6th floor...

cheekwuns bday - steamboat at bugis

rhd class t01 2009

DSC camp 2009

tioman trip

V.Mer The W.I.N.K

me,jasmine and phyllis...

and wah slack in studio slp ah someone...

haha...okay thats all for nw!!!...lesson ended alr!

its jus getting better

2009-06-03T08:41:00.002-07:00

alright went back school for work today...
turned out as expected...
didn't really do much work...
well presentation on fri...
hopefully this time i dun screwed up
like what i think i did last week...
but the day was really well spent today i will say...
had time with the games and movie and stuff...
better slp soon den...gonna wake up early tml...
anyway arnold going for singapore idol audition this sat!!!
shall be there to give him moral support...

killer sun

2009-06-01T00:57:00.002-07:00

seriously the weather is killing me...
making me feel dam dehydrated all the time...
hopefully it will get better by the time...
time to start on my assignment 2 today also...
but kind of glad that this assignment seems easier...
well anyway holidays will be here soon...
in about another 2 weeks...
if the tioman trip is not goin to be on as planned...
i think i shall really think of what to do...
nt jus going to let my holidays be wasted like this...
well shall get goin...
lunch seems so different nowadays...
deinitely something good as well...

1

2009-05-26T08:09:00.002-07:00

really tired from the orchard trip today!!!
and i m feeling super lazy to go school tml...
hopefully can finish up everything tml...
and seriously i gonna stop eating...
if not i myself gonna call myself a monster too...
(like what melanie usually does...)
seriously...jiaqi...one day my jaws will really drop...
LOL...!!!

.

2009-05-23T01:11:00.001-07:00

I was just doin my presentation...
and it definitely got nth to do with us...
i just really wanna be frens with u...
nth else more than that...
if i seems to be talking bout us this morning...
den i m sry...

V.M

2009-05-22T12:43:00.005-07:00

Sry for the lack of space i given u

Just got back hm after a long day...
with my coursemates at orchard
trying to 'secretly' snap pics of shops V.M...
was kind of successful i think...
am really tired to post anything now...
got to reach school at 8 later to prepare for A.P.E.L...

guess for now this would be better for us...
i really blame myself for making things bad...
but well...only time will tell...
takkaire girl...
wo yao qu

lazy always

2009-05-21T06:33:00.005-07:00

Alright finally its time for field trip tml...
i m so goin to be like a bitch...
and take alot alot of pictures...
jus for tml (i hope)...
hmm...so far lectures was boring...
causing me to most of the time put up a black face in class...
but well...gonna control my emotions!!!
although school has only started for bout 5weeks?
i m alr starting to feel like i been there for very long alr...
shall not say much cuz its makes me wanna say...
omg i really feel old nw!!!so naggy alr!!!aiyoyo!!!

RUN WEIMING RUN!!!

this time i'll say no more

trust

2009-05-20T02:49:00.000-07:00

Trust me and we will get there one day girl...

fear

2009-05-19T07:51:00.002-07:00

hmm...well how should i begin here...
girl i know at times when u r alone...
u definitely think a lot to urself...
and sometimes all these negative thoughts
will affect and change a lot of things
about both of us...
i nv blame u at all for what u said to me...
nv want u to say sry to me...
because i know its not ur fault...
u r feeling so much worse than what i m feeling...
sometimes when u bump into him...
tts when ur fear and memories set in...
thus giving u more things to think of...
and thus also affecting ur feelings for me...
but really u jus gonna let it go...
not forgetting him is a bad thing...
but forgetting about ur own emotions
and whats better for u is worse...
just wanna let u know...
this time i m not going to be like last time and do nothing...
if u need a listening ear i'll be there...
someone by ur side i'll be there...
someone to vent ur anger on i'll be there...
someone to hold u i'll be there...
someone to smile to i'll be there...
a shoulder to lean on i'll be there...
cuz this time i know u r my love...
and i never gonna let u go until u do so...
hw nice if u were by me now...

HOT

2009-05-18T08:36:00.002-07:00

hmm...doubt anyone still reading my post?
but well...school is really turning out so much better
than i had expected it to be...
i also had nt expected myself to behave so crazy in class...
and most impt really got many cool coursemates uh...
had a really crazy time with all of them...
and everyday up to now...
i will still be troubled on wher to go for lunch...

and nw...i m still crazy with fishing...
this spirit is nv goin to die down...

well class tml at 9...gonna go for my HOT slp soon...

takkaire my girl!!! = )

i noe...bt why..

2009-03-17T05:05:00.002-08:00

last time when ppl always bring out...
qns regarding love and relationships to me...
it always seems to affect me...
bt starting frm a few mths back...
ever since i picked up fishing...
it doesn't seem to affect me anymore....
maybe its nt really tt important to me as it was b4 i guess...

fishing

2009-03-06T11:31:00.009-08:00

Been a couple of period since i posted...
was kinda hook up with fishing...
so in this post shall nt say much...
maybe just about what i achieved...
in my fishing trips so far...

stingray

catfish

some random small fish

alright caught this crab by net...
nv expect to catch a 1kg crab at ecp...

alright lastly my biggest catch so far...
but i dunno the name of this...

alright tts all for now...
off for fishing in 2 hrs...

words to be spoken

2009-02-15T10:38:00.005-08:00

First of all i really wanna say thanx...
to all my dear brothers and Jiaqi Mic Diana and Jane...
i would say the past two days...
were really the best days of my life so far...
but b4 i continue...
HAPPI BELATED BDAE MICHELLE!!!
and u r 18!!!...

Sat night -
picked Diana up at the airport...
went over to Ngee Ann and Marina Sq...
and Diana got her shoes frm Puma...
following by a dinner at Carls Jr...
then Geoges for the drinkin session...
countdown for Michelle...
and alot of things happened throughout the whole night...
i only can use one word to describe everything...
and tt word is 'WAH'...
shall not go into details...

Sun night -
went to Ngee Ann to get Mic's present...
then headed down by cab to meet everyone...
tgt with Mic's SDZ frens...
when i reached...
i looked and realise my former schoolmate...
JunHao was one of them...
quite surprise...and i bet he was also...
headed down to Mic's condo function rm...
for the surprise party...
alright hide in the function rm...
and when Mic was in sight...
everyone 'POP' out of the window...
and Mic's expression was priceless...
but glad tt shes happy...
so the party went on...
and really want to say a big thanks to Mic's mum and sis...
Mic if u r reading this...
dun worry...it doesn't matter whether bored anot...
the main thing...i m sure everyone agree...
which is u mus be happi!!!
hope u like the present i gave...
and lastly following by sending NaNa off at the airport...
then home and went down to join Nel and Lu for supper...

Alright my words may not...
really bring out bout why it were the best days of my life...
but if u were part of the moment...
i m sure u certainly know why...
oh ya not forgetting my 2 pics with the bdae girl...

Alright was really bored the other day...
so i took out all my unworn Puma shoes...
and took a picture...
and aft tt i realise theres jus so much more shoes...
i really wanna get...
I WANNA BE A BIG PUMA FAN!!!

Till nxt time then...
And hope everyone out there had...
a really nice Valentine Day...

puma

2009-02-05T09:46:00.006-08:00

Hmm...didn't really have a veri happening week so far...
everyday only eat...slack and sleep...
on the verge of becoming a fat boy man...
anyway jus browse online just now...
reminded me something...
theres really so much more PUMA shoes i wanna get...
currently counting i already hav 27 pairs alr...

alright below is the one which i really love...
although its a ladies shoe...
but i really wan it as a collector item

hmm...and as i m a collector of PUMA clyde...
i saw a few which will be really nice if i could have them...

I can one day make all these mine...
own a big big place jus to display shoes...
make it into a viewing gallary...

BT only if i have the cash...sian...

puzzled?

2009-01-26T14:39:00.002-08:00

yup i noe its a pretty weird time to blog nw...
everyone shuld be asleep nw i guess???
maybe i assumed it to b tt way...
cuz i m like the only one online nw...
well haben been really doin much visitin like past yrs...
but screw it...i m jus plain lasy to do so...
well how nice if someone could come online and chat wif mi rite nw...
but well...maybe its a good time for me to really tink...
m i really doing the right thing?

ytd i really felt it...
i felt that you already knew whats goin on...
although i failed several times in the past...
but why m i still trying...
becuz i alwaes feel than i can do a better job...
than any of the guys out there...
not to let u get hurt...
cuz thats the last thing i would wanna c...
well...theres jus too many why...
and i will always just have endless answers to the qns...
screw urself up man weiming...

here like again

2009-01-24T01:22:00.003-08:00

Jus a short post...
b4 i try to get into the C.N.Y mood...
celebrated yang 18th bdae at geoges ytd night...
OH HO YANG !!! U r 18!!!
was pretty glad tt cheekwun managed to join us also...
also had a nice chat wif her b4 she left...
jus realli feel like sitting down wif a few frens...
and tokin bout the old days man...
shall be back posting after C.N.Y...
enjoy ur holidaes man everyone...

although i dunno wad happen...
but stay strong gurl...!!!

edit again!!!

2009-01-20T09:43:00.004-08:00

Hmm alright...
after ytd try at editin a song...
i m startin to find it interestin man...
regardless whether ppl find it good or bad...
so for todae...
i shall jus try to change a song...
for my best buddy and his gurl...
shall put it in a wae...
maybe wad i tink his girl wanna sae to him...
song shall be Always be my baby - David Cook

and here is how it goes...

We were as one,boy for a lifetime in time
And it feels like forever that I will always remind
Now you want to be free so I'm letting you fly
'Cause you know in your heart,boy our love will never die,no

Now I'm starting to be missing you
You'll a part of me for definitely
Boy,hope you know you can't replace me
Ooh darling,'cause you'll always be my baby

As we stood still
Fate can't erase a meaning this strong
No way,you're never gonna lose mi
Ooh darling,'cause you'll always be my baby

I'm willing to say,yes and I'm sure you'll do so
If you're determined to love boy I will be right there for you
But inevitably,i'll not ask again
'Cause I know in my heart boy our love will never end,no

Now I'm starting to be missing you
You'll a part of me for definitely
Boy,hope you know you can't replace me
Ooh darling,'cause you'll always be my baby

As we stood still
Fate can't erase a meaning this strong
No way,you're never gonna lose mi
Ooh darling,'cause you'll always be my baby

I'm sure that you'll be thinking
When your friends and your class get a little bit harsher,oh
I know that you'll be tired,boy
Ooh,baby believe me it's only a matter of time

Now I'm starting to be missing you
You'll a part of me for definitely
Boy,hope you know you can't replace me
Ooh darling,'cause you'll always be my baby

As we stood still
Fate can't erase a meaning this strong
No way,you're never gonna lose mi
Ooh darling,'cause you'll always be my baby

Now I'm starting to be missing you
(Now I'm starting to)
You'll a part of me for definitely
Boy,hope you know you can't replace me
Ooh darling,'cause you'll always be my baby

As we stood still
(As time stood still)
Fate can't erase a meaning this strong
No way,you're never gonna lose mi
Ooh darling,'cause you'll always be my baby
Always be my baby

End

Alright done here for the night...
hope the edit did bring some meaning after all...

edit edit

2009-01-19T10:03:00.009-08:00

Hmm...kinda ran out of ideas on wad to blog todae...
so i shall jus use tis onli idea which came to my mind...
which is to pick a song and remix the song...
after spendin some tym tinkin...
i decided on the song...
'Lucky' by Jason Mraz
(pardon mi if its gonna sound weird...)
cuz maybe its jus gonna be words frm mi to her...

tis is hw it goes...
white=original lyrics
yellow = edited lyrics

Can you see me?I'm looking at you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky,oh girl,this time I'm trying

Girl I see you in my dreams
I feel your presence across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make me nervous till i lost count

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be seeing you again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a girl like you
Everytime we say goodbye
I wish I can get a hug
I'm loving you I promise you,I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be seeing you again

Lucky I love you in every way
Lucky to have said what I should say
Lucky to be missing you someday

And so I'm walking through the streets
To a cafe where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the place
I'll take a glance of you again

As you see me through your eyes
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You stop me right here,right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be seeing you again

Lucky I love you in every way
Lucky to have said what I should say
Lucky to be missing you someday

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh,ooh

END

Alright shall just end my post here for today
As i turn in for the night...

BACK FRM K.L

2009-01-18T10:51:00.006-08:00

BACK FRM K.L TRIP...
although it was a short 2D1N period...
it was a realli a trip to rmb man...
tgt wif nel,boo,yang and lu...
alright kinda tired after the trip...
shall nt go into bits and bits bout hw the trip go...
bt instead i m jus gonna list down some of the things we done...
and things which i realli enjoy also...

-big size cusioned seats in the coach
(which was realli nice for mi to slp)
-ate many things fer eg.
1.kfc which i realli would sae is so much better than Sin...
2.tasted realli nice char kway tiao...
and mani more which i cnt rmb the names...
-went shopping wif the guys
(didn't expect to get anything initially...
but in the end i got 3 top...)
-smoke like we nv smoke b4?
(and dam cigs in Malaysia is freaking cheap)
-went to drink at oasis
-first time sharing a rm wif 4 person
(yah and we act like some Malaysians in a attempt in sneak in)

and theres jus so much more...!!!
seriously i should start encouragin ppl to go Malaysia...

OH YA...AND I GOT MY BUBBLE GUMS!!!

aniwae pics still wif the guys...
so i shall jus currently post pics on wad i bought...

tink nxt tym if i get married and decided nt to hav kids...
i will giv tis to my wife...
BT i mean IF...

finally and last thing which is nt sumthing gud...
which is...
back in Sin = back to the realistic world...

LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NXT TRIP DEN...!!!

frens

2009-01-14T10:36:00.020-08:00

Today i shall jus have a look back at the past...
bt b4 that...daily updates first...
managed to wake up on tym to mit Shauna to go hougang...
as i have to go back to montfort and she gonna work...
spend some tym havin a chat with her b4 she gonna leave...
so went back to skul to collect my cert,portfolio and stuff...
went back hm fer a rest b4 goin down to T.P for my interview...
well i wun sae i did veri well but i feel that i stand a chance...
and i m prayin dam hard right now...
met up with the guys for some soccer/bball...
zhenlu and mishuelle joined us after their dinner...
and after tt...went for some drinks and back home...

Alright lets get to the main pt of todays post...
hmm...looking into the history and past...
(aniwae to my frens pls dun feel-
offended cuz the pics r abit old?)

okay i m sure no explanation is needed for this pic...
u guys will rmb what it is...

okae for this just 5 crazy guys...
who was fascinated with the new webcam...

a picture of one of cheekwuns bdae celebration...

for this is jane's bdae celebration...

the onli tym we celebrated 3 persons bdae tgt?

okay for happy nel during his first LRT ride...

rmb tt tym when kai got a trophy durin his bdae?

and also the tym we had ronald as our fren?

and how hard was it to get a cab back den...

and tokin bout bdae celebrations earlier on...
rmb hw we suprise NaNa outside her hus???

i m sure nel will alwaes rmb tis pic like i do...

Jus look at how loving zhen and kai was...

cycling at east coast...

Dinner at Lau Pat Sat..anione???

okae this was taken at nicks condo durin his bdae...

And a bdae cake which was as a surprise...

Yes this may be pictures of the past...
but i m sure the memories will always stay in us...
i shall nt post more fer nw...
cuz i believe friendship is a neverending thing...
and guys...lets just carry on like we always do...
as the word 'friend' explains why r we tgt...
we still got a long way to go tgt man...

late

2009-01-12T12:33:00.003-08:00

Alright jus a short one b4 i turn in for the night...
had a rather long chat with nui er Alicia ytd nite/mornin...
and from tt chat den i realise and got out alot of things...
this was what was brought up to me...
and it really enlighten me and made me think for awhile...
maybe the reason why i m getting bad luck in relationships for the past 1yr plus...
is due to me concerning too much bout making her happy...
but in the end...i end up nt being ' myself '...
and after thinking for tt short period of time...
i than realise how much i agree with what was said...
so maybe time for me to realise...
weiming should just be 'himself'
lets see if it gets better...i feel tt it will...

rmb the times

2009-01-11T09:00:00.001-08:00

hmm...another around 2 weeks and it be chi new yr...
den guess it shall be less mittin wif frens...
but instead more tym to be spend wif family...
jus had a game of soccer wif the guys tis evenin...
rather tirin but worth it fer the fun...
went through my last few entries and seriously...
i find myself seriously borin...
i m liek bloggin to myself???
and definitly one mre thing which is...
hmm...i haben been postin pictures fer a long tym yeah...
aniwae lastly...gud luck to those gettin their o lvls results tml...

jus suddenly feel bein moody at times...
dun ask mi...i dunno why...

dramatic week

2009-01-10T15:13:00.003-08:00

hmm...alright i shall sae...
its finalli sunday...wad a dramatic week it has been fer mi...
many things happen...but sad to sae...
bad more than good...
and i think what my mum said to me somehow make sense...
i should think about being an american...
cuz from the timing tt i slp and bein awake...
is liek totalli different from Singapore timing...
lets jus say...my average slpin time is at...hmm 6am?
okae lets jus hope tt things will really chng for the better nxt week...

really thanx alot sis for helping mi tide over tis crucial period
i cnt express hw thankful m i
but tis tym...i really learned...

i been trying to...people been bringin u up...
but somehow i can only say...
i really cannot get u out of my mind...
jus really hope u be like u always seemed in front of me...
cuz i didn't know what happen...
the last thing that i will wanna c...
is to c u in a corner with unhappiness all kept inside u...
cheer up girl = )

hmmm

2009-01-07T11:39:00.002-08:00

hmm...todae i realli feel sucky...
some qns came to mi out it nowhere...
things like i seems to be wasting my life away now...
thinking back...i really miss going to school back then...
at least i hav a regular lifestyle...
not like nw...slpin onli late in the mornin everyday...
i really miss slpin at nite...!!!

should i be happi or should i nt...

busi

2009-01-02T11:10:00.001-08:00

Hmm...kinda busi tis week...
will be back nxt week...
aniwae had a quite happenin new yr countdown i guess...

Merry Xmas

2008-12-25T07:06:00.002-08:00

Alright b4 i m too late to sae tis...
MERRY XMAS everyone!!!
so its back to wher all of us hav alwaes been...
its the end of tis yr soon alr...
didn't realli spend tis christmas liek hw i use to...
shall nt realli elaborate whether its gud or bad...
but lastly...all the best to u guys out dere...

hmm

2008-12-21T07:58:00.003-08:00

Jus came back from a veri packed dae i guess...
mornin met up wif all to send Diana off...
liek alwaes as usual...Nana will alwaes hav to rush when gates closin...
hmm...but she will be back nxt mth !!!
aniwae after sendin her off...
went to do smth which i longed to...
watch A LIVE SOCCER MATCH...
so went wif Nel , Lu , Yang , Jia , Arnold and Jane...
although we lost...but theres onli smth i cn sae...
the atmosphere dere was super duper good la...
its definitely smth u cnt get elsewhere...
so after the match...
went back to js to grab a quick dinner wif the guys...
den nw back hm...tryin to slp...
hopin tt i wun be late for work tml...

hmm...okae

2008-12-20T00:13:00.002-08:00

Alright was super duper late for work today...
jus becuz i overslept and i was late fer 3hrs...
and tt makes mi feel terrible man...
went geoges wif the rest ytd nite...
onli left at 4plus...so i guess tt explains the reason y i overslept...
so yup todae is the 20th and tml will be a day which nobody wans...
cuz liek alwaes it is in the past...
our dearest sis Nana will be leavin again...
pretty fast...faster than i expected tis tym round...
theres still so mani places tt i want to bring her to...
but tis tym round...i shall nt bring the mood down...
lookin forward to the nxt tym nxt yr... = )

LETS JUS HAV FUN LIEK ALL OF US NV DID TONIGHT

Nv thot

2008-12-16T20:22:00.002-08:00

Hmm...nv did it came to my mind tt i will be back here bloggin...
due to the tight scheduls and lack of tym which gave mi tt mindset...
aniwae people do chng so its onli natural for tt to happen...
yup so life been fine so far...
jus tt goin through abit of ups and downs...
so well yr 2009 is coming...
met quite a couples of new frens tis yr...
people who i nv expect to mit...
but well...i shall be back to blog soon...
workin nw...better nt get caught...

faintin

2008-06-03T12:23:00.004-07:00

hey all...hw u guys doin out dere...
hmm guess its pretty long since i last blog...
was kinda caught up bout a lot of work i guess...
after nt bloggin fer so long...
maybe i should noe myself tt i got so much i wanna sae...
but nt nw...
perhaps most probably after...
tis upcoming...
CKT PIMP MY BIKE !!!

and i should end tis post
liek tt wad i always encounter alot customer saying
CHEERS!
k bye...i lame...

......3 yrs has past since the last tym i held ur hands......
i miss the tym when we were tgt...

dead

2008-02-24T08:11:00.001-08:00

hmm...sry everyone...
jus too busi to update...
be back soon i hope!!!

tired

2008-02-15T08:54:00.002-08:00

I m so so tired...
stress frm everywher...
frm frens family and work...
i want to jump...
hw i hope i cn start life afresh...
or even go to places wher no one noes mi...
all i c now is...
problem comin out frm no where...

trapped in my own space...

time flies 100

2008-02-02T10:10:00.000-08:00

hmm...haben been bloggin fer quite sum tym...
but i m here nw to post...
my number 100 POSt!!!
k aniwae life been kinda occupied wif work i guess...
so chi new yr is comin...
but i onli got off on the first dae...
lotsa things happenin in the company as well...
cn c ppl backstabbin here and dere...
hmm...jus dun feel liek carin much...
aniwae gonna get my request to x-fer to tampines on 11 feb...
i guess i m gonna mis the staff at vivo man...
but nvm...i shall visit them whenever i m free...
didn't do veri well in the o lvls as well...
badly i guess...and veri bad... 25 pts...
but nvm...expected aniwae...
k bah...since my post is alwaes so random...
shall post again one of the las tym pics...
wonder when will be the nxt tym i will post again...
stress and tired and the same tym...i shall slp!!!

work fun

2008-01-17T07:27:00.000-08:00

jus kinda coped up wif warehus stuff these few daes...
aniwae i hav left ckt alr...
maybe tis tym its realli tym to leave bah...
feel more carefree from those troubles i guess...
k bah...new life here i come...
puma warehus sales tml...
those who wanna buy things pls come...
cheap cheap cheap!!!
fer mre information jus ask mi...bb...

hmm...blur

2008-01-14T08:58:00.000-08:00

k i m liek kinda coped up wif work...
aniwae o lvl results coming out soon...
although i dunno when...but guess soon...
the results doesn't matters much to mi aniwae...
i rather work than to study...
workin at tampines till tis wed...den off to office...
fer warehus sales...
tampines sales is crazy man...
i m liek servin customers non - stop...
tis week i m gonna to hit 60 hrs and above i guess...
but nvm...monie is mre impt...
diana is comin back soon alr...
hmm...nt sure whether i cn take off...
tis tym i dun tink i m gonna plan anithing...
sry nana...i realli dun hav the tym and mood...
jus feel liek no mood to plan anithing regardin ckt again...
k...work tml gonna chiong...hit den got comission...
till nxt tym den...bye all...

haish...stress

2008-01-06T08:51:00.000-08:00

hmm...i love work so far...
jus got tis feelin tt workin is nv enugh...
at least workin nw is beta than in e.r.a
tym pass quickly over here and nice staffs as well...
beta than stayin in a enclose area and callin all dae long...
aniwae guess i jus gonna spent lesser tym wif ckt...
JANE dun worry...nxt tue will mit u le...haha...
nicklaus comin over to find mi at work tml...
finalli sumone is comin...
actualli vivo is nt tt far after all...
if sumone realli wanna visit mi...
i guess distance wun be a prob...
but nvm bout tt...
aniwae o lvls results gonna be out soon...
within a mth i guess...
aniwae went blog hopping jus nw...
hmm...jus felt worry bout a couple of things...
aniwae limin hope u r doin alright = )
same goes fer jeanie mich and winnie...
jasmine will be workin back at vivo soon as well...
a couple of weeks mre...
den i will hav company...lol...
i m startin to miss nana again man...!!!
haish...dun wanna tok bout it...
dun wanna tink...
aniwae to those ppl who alwaes sae...
dun work fer the monie work fer the fun...
hey u guys hav ever tink to urself...
currently u four guys r mittin alot mre...
u tink ani one of u all will come to find mi...
if no...jus shut up...
not ani of those excuses...
aniwae fer ppl who got the intention of visitin mi at work...
jus let mi noe...
i will visit u also when i m off...lol...
aniwae lastly to those who hav even abit of intention to visit mi...
thanx alot...i realli appreaciate tt!!!
hmm...shall stop here den...
workin at 10am tml...

happi new yr!

2008-01-03T08:41:00.000-08:00

ALRIGHT MAN ALL...although i m abit late...
but HAPPI NEW YR!!!
let bygones be bygones...
let ur enemies by ur frens...
let ur gurlfren be ur boyfren...
let ur monie by my monie...
haha...kkaes aniwae i m proud to annouce tt...
kenny nel and mi has alr join weikai and arnold...
to proudly become a member OF

alright man...tis shall be my job...
no mre chngin den...mus CHIONG!!!
puma...here i come!!!...
k aniwae...takkaire den all...
start tis yr afresh!!!

hello

2007-12-30T01:21:00.000-08:00

hey guys...new yr is comin...
aniwae tis yr have been a rather interestin yr isn't it...
aniwae to guys...if u all r plannin to giv flowers to a gurl...
weiming shall giv u tips by presentin u wif a 3sec video...
of hw to giv flowers to a gurl...

bangkok

2007-12-22T08:36:00.000-08:00

k aniwae first post since came back frm bangkok...
its fun but its tirin man...
aniwae shall nt post since i didn't hav ani pics wif mi nw...
shall wait fer zl bro den...to upload the pics...
k bah...shall start savin nw fer my taiwan trip nxt yr... = )
aniwae no mre noob life fer mi...
i finalli sat on a plane...lol = )

k alright

2007-12-12T09:58:00.000-08:00

haben posted fer daes le...k aniwae...
first thing first...
HAPPI 16th BDAE SON ARNOLD!!!
k aniwae i m off to bangkok liek on fri...
so its liek a dae plus mre...
had my haircut bout a week back i tink...
so tis is hw my hair looks liek nw...

k its becuz of the light reflection tt it looks red...
aniwae gonna celebrate arnold bdae tml...
everything will turn out well i guess...
k bah...shall post when i m free...or maybe after bangkok trip...
till den bah...aniwae sum1 pls tag my blog...= )

haish

2007-12-05T08:42:00.000-08:00

ONE WUN REALISE HW TO IMPT. ONE IS TO HIM/HER
UNTIL THE DAE TT THE PERSON IS GONE...

hmm...maybe i jus kinda feelin down right nw...
haish...
so aniwae had diana surprise farewell party on 4th dec...
didn't had realli much ppl attendin but i guess...
it was alr enugh...
durin the party at east coast...
did mani stuff and such...
aniwae i sang two songs solo fer diana...
and one mre tgt wif nick kai and arnold...
one mre solo by arnold and...
finalli...one mre surprise song by sean...
and yuyang playin the guitar...
durin the tym i sang...i jus feel liek brkin down i guess...
i also dun wanna show my emotions in front of nana...
k aniwae diana...i noe u will be readin tis...
but i wan u to stae happi alwaes alright...
i guess perhaps alot mre ppl r feelin mre worse than mi bah...
but i noe all wans u to be happi...
todae send her off at the airport...
tgt wif mani others...
we still had mani fun and stuff...
but i guess...the last part was the most touchin part...
i jus feel liek brkin into tears...but i didn't...
diana...i guess u had read the letter i wrote...
alwaes rmb...the story gonna be carried on by u alright...
durin the one week period which u r comin back nxt yr to take results...
i will promise u tgt wif everyone tt its gonna make a mark in ur life...
the one week b4 u go to australia to further ur studies...
finalli diana i jus wanna let u noe...

u have alr impacted my life greatly...
I LOVE U SIS !!! = )

too tired

2007-11-30T23:35:00.000-08:00

hmm...i guess i wun realli hav the tym to blog le bah...
too coped up with work le...
but aniwae...
bout 2 mre weeks and i will be off to bangkok le...
k bah...post when i m free...takkaire all...

work

2007-11-24T05:46:00.000-08:00

hello...was kinda liek busi fer the past few daes...
cuz i STARTED WORK ALR!!!
workin as smth liek a telemarketer at E.R.A...
but the pay was alright i guess...
aniwae got to noe a few frens durin work...
but i got a COOL BOSS alright...
shall be workin every week from mon to fri...
no choice...i nid the monie...
k shall post a few pics frm work den...
jus callin up ppl liek all da wae...

k tis is the buildin i m workin at...
at toapayoh lorong 5...hersing hub...

k tis is the desk i m using...

and jus 2 photo taken while slackin durin work...

k bah...gonna work hard man...
monie monie monie!!!

omg

2007-11-19T09:19:00.000-08:00

k wow...its liek so long since i posted...
so chalets over and same goes fer grad nite...
wasn't as fun as i have expected...
aniwae i dyed my hair alr...

so same goes fer todae...
shall nt sae much...
jus post a few pics...and a video remix by mie ( durin chalet )
the song empty...
sry but i jus cnt sing...

10 yrs of frenship...

k till nxt tym den...= )
who gonna be my gurl man...haish...

back

2007-11-12T09:24:00.000-08:00

k i m back frm ckt chalet!!!
kinda tired so i shall nt blog bout it nw...
another dae den...

jialat jialat

2007-11-02T20:46:00.000-08:00

omg...i cnt stop man...
i m seriously broke broke broke...
cuz i got my 5th new era cap...lol...

hmm...5 mre dae...

2007-10-31T19:03:00.000-08:00

HAPPI BDAE JEANIE!!!
HAPPI BDAE SHAUNA!!!

k its 5 mre daes!!!
aniwae got belated bdae present frm jane ytd...
my 4th new era cap...wooohooo...thanx jane...

jiayou

2007-10-28T06:38:00.000-08:00

9 mre daes to start my craziness!!!

jialat lo

2007-10-26T10:25:00.000-07:00

hmm...bored bored bored...
actualli if u tink...exams gonna be over soon...
hmm...cnt wait fer the chalet man...
but also gots lotsa plannin to do fer it as well...
k bah...shall nt sae much le...go and find smth to do le...

hello...die le

2007-10-22T10:06:00.000-07:00

hello...i m broke once again...
got another new era yankees cap...

aniwae celebrated diana bdae few daes back...
shall post the 3 pics...
was a surprise!!!

c...diana was surprise...i told u...

k bah...aniwae the 0's is here...
hope i cn do well man...after tt...
theres lotsa thing i gotta do and i wan to do...
tis is how my calender goes after exams...
aniwae still got paper on 13 nov...p.o.a paper 1...
but i jus take it tt i end on the 6nov...

6 nov - drink plus ton at kenny hus...
aniwae mus plan fer chalet...
10-12 nov - ckt chalet + kenny bdae celebrations...
13 nov - p.o.a paper 1...
16 nov - skul graduation dinner at grassroots club...
17 nov - go dye hair...

k bah...tts all fer nw den...= )
gud luck to all takin the exams too...

exams

2007-10-17T07:26:00.000-07:00

k tml is the start of o lvls le...
hmm...some of the teachers hav gave up on mi le...
mus try to score well...
if i cn make it tis tym...tts the start of my new life bah...
aniwae ppl usualli call tis part of their life...-the final sprint...
but fer mi...i named tis -the final stunt...
lol...k gud luck everyone...= )

new pic

2007-10-16T09:37:00.000-07:00

k nw tym fer the new ckt pic... = )
and i annouce alicia back in ckt...

sian ah sia

2007-10-10T06:18:00.001-07:00

hmm...todae didn't went to skul...
so pon wif nat and arnold...
dunno y tis period of tym jus dun hab mood to type...
aniwae i spent 10hrs at kovan todae...
did lotsa stuff...
liek drink beer,slack,pool,bowlin,arcade,eat...
so tt was hw my 10hrs was spent...
k bah...aniwae alicia shauna and weikai came to find us also...
and las of all...fer my family photo...
but short of one of my daughter and my grandaughter...

new era

2007-10-09T07:23:00.000-07:00

hmm...spent alot tis mth i guess...
i m liek addicted to new era caps le...
wanna collect!!!
i got 2 tis mth le...but i m all broke...jialat...

k got tis plain back one fer $17

and tis leather one fer $50

past

2007-10-07T08:16:00.000-07:00

oh...aniwae todae met up wif kasey...
liek so long nv c her le...
nearin 2 yrs???
guess time realli flies man...

k chiong

2007-10-04T06:18:00.000-07:00

k guess todae got a rather long postin to do...
got lotsa pics and stuff...
but i shall nt post all of them...
k jus givin a overall summary of wad i m gonna post...
hmm...
first : 27/09/07 - my earli bdae celebration wif skul frens...
second : 29/09/07 - my earli bdae celebration wif ckt...
third : 02/10/07 - my bdae...
lastly : 03/10/07 - converse warehouse sale...

k bah...lets get it started...
27/09/07
aniwae got to cut things short abit also...
skul as per normal...
after skul,nick dom jiekang and mi went nick hus to chng...
arnold and nat zhiming mittin us at marina square...
so went nick hus...showered and chng...
den we cabbed down to M.S...
met arnold and nat...
went off to arcade and pool-ed...
den zhiming came...
slacked and stuff...
went to arcade again...
after tt went walkin around...liek machiam sight-seein...
took pics along the way...
went to esplandae and merlion park...
they brought mi to fullerton hotel fer my cake...
den after tt back to nick hus...
aniwae fullerton hotel was nice = )
thanx to all the guys who were dere...

29/09/07
since bloggin takes so much tym...
i tink i shall jus post some of the pics...
sry guys...
but i tink most of the ppl who read my post...
they shuld noe wad happen tt dae le bah...
k pics den

03/10/07
got 3 pairs of shoes at the converse warehouse sale fer $90...

tired sia

2007-09-29T19:31:00.001-07:00

hmm...rather nw after ytd...
k bah...shall post bout my earli bdae celebrations soon...
still mus wait fer some of the pic...k bah...
takkaire all

hmm...few mre daes...

2007-09-24T21:43:00.000-07:00

k jus wanna post another pic...

hello...sian

2007-09-23T08:20:00.000-07:00

hmm...hello...jus postin a pic...

gud...

2007-09-21T11:39:00.000-07:00

k todae was my sis bdae...
didn't realli celebrate wif her...
so went to mit arnold at hougang at bout 5...
den he chnged his phone and stuff...
took a train down wif him...off to marina square...
k met my sis and weihao to pass my sis things...
den arnold and mi were liek decidin wher to eat...
so went off to swensen...hope i didn't spell it wrong...
k tts arnold

den mi

k den tis is wad we ordered

my cousin and his frens met us after tt...
arcade-ed and stuff...
they all went back...
arnold went back too...den i went off to js to mit kenny...
went to his hus...
yuyang came...
den met zl den went to drink...
slack and tok...
k den back hm...
and tts my dae...wif the 'O's approachin...gud luck man...= )

thanx

2007-09-20T07:49:00.000-07:00

hmm...jus chng my blog song a few daes back...
tis song is dedicated to a gurl whom i once realli love...
hmm...aniwae hope she cn recover...
wish her all the best wif her stead...stay happi...= )
takkaire...= )

gone?

2007-09-19T06:24:00.000-07:00

k bah...jus spent bout 1 hrs...
goin through alot of things in my mind...
but mostly emo stuff i guess...
tinkin of waes...lookin back into the past...
gone through friendster and blogs too...
went to view ppl profile and stuff...
hmm...sumtimes i noe its liek impossible...
to bring back the past...
but i have a choice...
i hope tt i hab nv done those things i did...
tat caused mi my karma and stuff...
but all i cn do nw is sae sry to those whom i once hurt... i noe i alreadi missed liek so mani chances in my life...
all i wan nw is fer sumone is love mi and stay by mie...
is it so difficult???
if u tink u r the one...pls come tell mi k...
but i doubt theres ani...

new...

2007-09-17T07:05:00.000-07:00

finalli chng phone le...
after a few mths of usin my broken phone...
was usin sony erricson w550i initially...
and the screw came out...
so the phone was liek onli connected by wires...
haha...k bah...nvm bye w550i

k w550i no more...

so las tym waited fer sony erricson w580i to be released...
k den finalli got it...

aniwae i bought the black colour one...
couldn't find the pic...tts y post the white de...
k shall nt post animre le bah...
still got skul tml...
o lvl comin...gonna chiong soon... =)

finalli hao le...

2007-09-13T21:30:00.000-07:00

k all...the bdae post is finalli done...
cn go read le...luckily blogger didn't screwed up tis tym...

bdae

2007-09-10T00:52:00.000-07:00

hmm...since i m so bored nw...
and also my bdae comin le...
tis shall be a some sort of past bdae post...
its jus tt shall post some of the pics of bdae celebrations...
so far fer the past period of tym...
hmm...tink shall start wif my las yr pic bah...

siangwan bdae was on the same dae as mine
so we celebrated tgt...aniwae hes my cousin...
exactly one yr older...

k followed by the grp photo tt dae...10/02/06...

k after my bdae i guess it was shauna one bah...

k tts the cake i got fer her...
aniwae her friends seriously helped mi alot...
still wanna sae a veri big thanx to them if they c tis...
k den followed by the happi bdae gurl...
cuttin the cake...

den it was soon followed by zhenlu bdae...
fer his bdae we celebrated it fer him two times...
first was a steamboat dinner at marina...
whereas we also celebrated at his hus fer him...
i shall jus post the pic on tt dae...
i mean tt dae at his hus...
aniwae zl shall show u all the three steps to a cake...

Step 1 : strike a pose wif the cake...

Step 2 : blow out the candles...

Step 3 : cut the cake

haha...zl dun blame mi fer showin tis pics hor...
k...and the grp photos fer tt dae

k nxt i m gonna post is nel bdae...

k thats zhenlu + the bdae boy + the cake...

and +mi

k if i m nt wrong theres still quite alot of pic...
but i dun hab them...
so i m unable to post those pics...

k nxt is the grp photo fer jane bdae...

also when we celebrated hans wendy and jane bdae...
durin ckt bbq if u all cn rmb...

k lastly b4 i end...
cheekwun bdae...

k lets start by the grp photos...

k den followed by the bdae cake ...

and the bdae gurl wif the cake...

k bah...shall end here fer nw le...
jus wonder wad my bdae will be liek...
k bah...we shall c...bye all... = )

wah

2007-09-08T07:05:00.000-07:00

k i m back here to post...
didn't post at all fer the whole holidaes...
aniwae...went blog hopping jus nw...
after goin to cheekwun blog...
i realise tt didn't post pics fer such a long tym le...
so maybe todae is jus bout postin pics i guess...
aniwae shall be goin to adoncia and joe weddin nxt sat...
didn't c them fer liek so long le...
aniwae first thing first...
gonna post the pics taken on the dae when
celebrate amanda bdae...

k nw fer all other pictures...

hmm hmm

2007-09-02T07:47:00.000-07:00

hmm...its liek countin 1mth to my bdae!!!
aniwae...been tryin to learn hw to play the keyboard...
canon in d...practise fer bout less than 1 dae...
nt realli gettin it right...
but shall jiayou...
so shall post the video of wad i learn so far...
its kinda screwed up...but nvm...go weiming go...

chng

2007-08-29T04:26:00.000-07:00

hey all...i hav chng my email to...
em0ming@hotmail.com

add mi back thanx

karma????

2007-08-28T05:20:00.000-07:00

hmm...hello i m back...
recently no mood to post i guess...
stress frm prelims and feelin so distracted...
finalli noe y tt thing happen...
dun worry...u r nt givin my false hope...
wadeva u do or wad...jus dun repeat it again i hope...
it seriously doesn't feel gud...
aniwae chng my blog song to first love...
and i hab a purpose fer tt song...
some shuld noe y...
but tt shuld be kept shhh...
k bah...takkaire all den...hope to be back soon...
aniwae...HAPPI BDAE GERMAINE lollipop gurl...
haha...stay happi...
my bdae will be liek in 1mth plus tym???
wonder hw it will be liek tis yr...
sumthing special i hope...
aniwae i mis tokin to u...

...die le die le

2007-08-21T05:04:00.000-07:00

gonna rush d and t le...
argh...no tym no tym...
aniwae shall nt sae much now...
gonna rush...
aniwae suddenly remember the two blog
which i made las tym...

www.lifeinstruggle.blogspot.com

and one which i made fer devon las tym...
www.smiledevonsmile.blogspot.com

back back

2007-08-20T03:59:00.000-07:00

hmm...didn't post fer the past few daes...
quite busi nowadaes i guess...
aniwae nowadaes also quite stress sia...
aniwae ckt bbq las sat was sun...
wad happen durin tt dae u guys cn go read
other ckt ppl blog...i tink some of them got post...
i lasi post...lol...
aniwae thanx fer all those who came fer the bbq...
got to knew smth bad happen to ali...
but nvm...alwaes rmb wad i sae k ali...
dun worry...i be dere fer ya...= )

k bah...takkaire all den...

2007-08-16T02:05:00.001-07:00

hmm...jus came in to post a few pics...
aniwae life is liek the same as b4...
still stayin strong i guess...
k bah...takkaire all den...= )

durin ndp skul celebration

tired and bored

2007-08-12T06:42:00.000-07:00

hmm...didn't post fer a few daes le...
aniwae jus came back frm kurt hus in the afternoon...
after stayin over fer 2 nites...
came hm todae den slp...
so sian man...
aniwae i guess i m jus lasi nowadaes to blog...
met limin winnie jeanie mich and their friends also...
wif ckt...
den did stuff and such also fer the past few daes...
its jus liek a story...
national dae over also...
happi belated bdae to singapore also den...= )
my life is fun but sad but bored at the same tym...
jus so random...
shauna and alicia came wif ckt too durin NDP dae...
but they left after awhile...
hmm...maybe sumtimes i realli tink alot bah...
bye all den...shall post soon wif pics i hope...

fuck man

2007-08-07T06:53:00.000-07:00

hmm...wad is tis supposed to mean?
i thot we said to kip it to ourself...
sorry everyone but i got no mood to post todae...
it feels liek the trust totalli gone...
i didn't noe whether its on purpose or wad...
i will leave one dae...one dae i will...
aniwae wad u call tis...
botherhood or actin accordin to ones plan...
fcuk all tt crap...

still here

2007-08-05T07:40:00.000-07:00

hello...i m still here...
aniwae gettin late le...
so i guess i shall blog tml instead...
k bah...takkaire all...

sick

2007-07-31T05:38:00.000-07:00

hmm...i m sick le man...
vomited in the middle of the nite ytd...
so guess i couldn't blog much todae bah...
seen a doctor le...
aniwae tml go skul mus rush fer d and t le...
no tym to wait le...
i m feelin so terrible...
questions has also been botherin mi...

hmm...troubled???

2007-07-30T05:03:00.000-07:00

hmm...didn't post fer the past few daes...
maybe i cn sae tt got to noe alot things bah...
both the happi and sad ones...
aniwae shall post bout the past few daes tml...
todae jus dun hav the mood to post i guess...
dunno y but feelin abit giddy rite nw...
aniwae todae i wanna sae smth to sumone...
k i phrase it the wae i tink...
if lets sae jus one person is unhappi wif sumone...
it maybe be becuz of bias or smth else...
if its the whole grp who is unhappi wif sumone...
it will definitly shows tt the prob lies wif the sumone...
dun alwaes sae tt ppl dun understand u...
do u at first understand wad r u doin at first...
k aniwae jiaqi takkaire hor...
dun kip rubbin ur eyes...
to my frens too...
nw is nt the tym to fall sick le...

weiming once mre...

troubled...

2007-07-27T01:22:00.000-07:00

hmm...nth to do nw sia...
bout 6 or 7plus den goin nel hus i tink...
aniwae...
still tinkin wad to cook fer her...
my mind is in a blank...
nvm...i shall brainstorm...

drink

2007-07-26T09:02:00.000-07:00

hmm...nth to sae nw again...
shall drink out all my sorrows tml...

diff feelin

2007-07-25T07:21:00.000-07:00

jus feelin tt y is everything becomin liddat...
everything seems to be goin wrong...
sad things happenin...
i sumtimes jus cnt accept the fact...

haish...

2007-07-22T19:36:00.000-07:00

hmm...haben post fer daes le...
todae went to skul...wasn't feelin veri well...
den got to knew tt sumthing bad happened...
tt thing totalli chng my mood...
but i cnt sae wad it is...
so went hm...
mittin dom they all in the afternoon lata...

k bah...aniwae shall post bout the last 3 daes...
pictures as well...

Fri 20/7
HAPPY BDAE CHEEKWUN
HAPPY BDAE DOMINIC
fri was my skul carnival...
so the dae b4 got monie frm the class...
den we got a cake fer dom...
met arnold and jiekang in the mornin...
collected the cake...
den off to skul...
reach skul tt tym we kept the cake in the canteen...
den off fer assembly...
after assembly...arnold got the cake...
so everyone went back to class...den we sing song...
tis is hw the cake looks liek...

and compare hw big it is to the size of dominic...

k after cuttin the cake went off fer carnival...
ate,plae and stuff...
den we heard the AV boys sayin tt we cn dedicate songs...
so we went up...
normalli is they help u sae liek who u wan to dedicate to...
so i told arnold to help mi get the mike...
den jus when i started tokin...
everyone was liek lookin at mie...
cuz dam loud...haha...
as u noe my teacher name is mr teo lai huat...
so tis is hw i sae...
first i wanna dedicate tis song to dominic...
happi bdae frm 4e5...
den after tt i call arnold they all over...
i continued...
secondly we wanna dedicate tis song to...
mr teo lai...den we all shout...HUAT AR...
den everyone was liek lookin...haha...
dam funni...den the av boys sae cnt plae song...
which is got vulgar language de...
but we played lean back remix...
den the first line of the song was...
STOP tis is a motherfcukin remix...
lol...but we didn't care...
took lotsa pics...

k after carnival cabbed down to thomson plaza...
wif nick arnold bryan and jiekang...
nick went to draw monie...
den we went to buy ingredients as i was cookin...
WESTERN style...

den went off to nick hus...
dom and joshua came at bout 4plus?
i spent bout 2hrs cookin...

den all chatted durin the meal...
dam funni...after the meal...
dom went off to mit his stead...
while the rest of us went off to swim...
bryan and joshua left at 8plus9 i tink...
so left mi arnold jiekang and nick...
in the end we went to join ckt fer drinkin...

den hm-ed at 3...

Sat 21/7
hmm...shall nt sae much bout todae...
its jus bout liek goin ms wif ckt and jiaqi...
doin the same old things i guess...
so shall nt elaborate on it...

Sun 22/7
todae went out to celebrate cheekwun bdae...
all met at jooseng...
the ppl were...alicia cheekwun kurt zhenlu mic nel
yuyang arnold and mi...

den we left fer jooseng ktv at serangoon...
diana and jiaqi came...

den we sing sang sung...
kenny came halfwae through when we were dere...
so zhenlu and nel went off to get cake...

diana and jiaqi left b4 the cake came back...
and one thing which made mi veri pissed off is dat...
diana...cnt u even wait 5mins fer cake to come back...
fer a fren sake...
y r u doin all these...
to get attention???
but seriously u r doin it the wrong wae...
u gonna do sum self-reflection...
bout all those things u hav done...
dun jus alwaes liek sry den pretent nth happen...
den put on a mask...
u c us goin out tgt wif mic u nt happi...
but still purposely wan it tis wae...
u said it urself...to nel...
so dun blame us...blame urself...
is nt tt we dun care bout u...
jus is bout the attitude u r givin us...
nt pt gettin angry or sayin sry at tis pt of tym le...
its up to u wad u wanna do le...
k after tt cut the cake le...
den after the ktv alicia left...
went off to kenny hus...
i suggested cookin a meal...
and mi and kurt was the chef...
WESTERN style again...

lol...after tt ate...
watched a muvee halfwae at kenny hus...
den all went hm...

dunno y but mani probs r liek dere...
is onli tt ppl alwaes giv in...
den certain ppl tend to take advantage...
dun make mi blow up one dae again...
pattern pattern pattern...
i mis the happi ckt...
haish...fcuk all those emo shit...
and one last thing....diana...
dun forget tt u r still ck nana...
so we still care bout u...